April outside assignment! Sorry it's so ginormous. It's proportionally ginormous in real life too, those squares on the top left and right are like 18x18 each. Detail and stuff: [link]

This is about...well, it's pretty obvious. I don't know about you, but I don't know what the hell it is. Miss Rational Logic argues there are other ways to find happiness, and it's silly to even try to define/think about/look for it at my age. Mister Romantic Idealist rejoins that...anything is possible. In the end, both of them keep agreeing to just wait and see. And that, my friends, is the state of my heart's congress in summary.

believe what you see. I feel nothing but resigned contempt for the pretentious sentimentality I am susceptible to. But all evidence points to its existence--

see what you believe. it is easy to doubt, to be a cynic, a realist. it takes guts to have faith in the impossible. it's enough to put hope in that hypothesis--

it's out there, and i will find it.